Walking on...

in the lurking darkness

into the deserted arms of the night

into the lonely labyrinth

you left me... by myself

i waited for you

to walk the alley of trials

to walk the lane of iniquity

to walk... with me.

you chose to stay away

as i called out to the emptiness

as i called out to the dim night

the only sign of you... was my own echo

i wait no more

befriend the sinister night

befriend the grim shadows

and i choose... to walk along.

.

THE SO-CALLED HAPPY ENDING

and i thought,

that another bump just passed

we were intact together

or so i thought.



i accepted the past,

our meaningless togetherness

our strange ways of holding on

my acceptance, my bad.



i chose to forgive

your every flirtatious revealing

your every careless gesture

forgiving you.



i believed in an end

as happy as you promised

as mutual as you hoped

but you ended my belief.



i always felt the end

will arrive when it should

and not while seeking it

but you chose, to seek.



you came to me

with love, you claimed.

i gave myself

but a torn me, you left behind.



so you wanted a happy ending.

how happy was the ending?

certainly, happy for you.

cuz it was always about you.



maybe it was never a 'we'

maybe it was just an 'i'

maybe it was all just a lie.

.

THE SO-CALLED HAPPY ENDING

and i thought,

that another bump just passed

we were intact together

or so i thought.



i accepted the past,

our meaningless togetherness

our strange ways of holding on

my acceptance, my bad.



i chose to forgive

your every flirtatious revealing

your every careless gesture

forgiving you.



i believed in an end

as happy as you promised

as mutual as you hoped

but you ended my belief.



i always felt the end

will arrive when it should

and not while seeking it

but you chose, to seek.



you came to me

with love, you claimed.

i gave myself

but a torn me, you left behind.



so you wanted a happy ending.

how happy was the ending?

certainly, happy for you.

cuz it was always about you.



maybe it was never a 'we'

maybe it was just an 'i'

maybe it was all just a lie.

.

PRE PLANNED LOVE

and you came.

with a thought in mind. a plot in mind.

i took you in.

with my arms wide open.

but little did i know.

that it was not love that you held me with.

that it was not care you felt me with.

but it was a pre planned motive.

a pre planned love.

a love that demanded my love.

a love that suited your life.

a life around yourself. noone else