The fear

So I'm scared Scared of all the love that you shower upon me with your unconditional ways... So I'm scared scared of all the care That you protect me with With your possessive ways... So m scared Scared of all the fun that you throw me into With your unusual ways... So I'm scared Scared of all the promises that you secure my morrow with With your enduring ways... So m scared Scared of all the surprises That you decorate my day with With your colourful ways... So m scared Of your love... Of your existence... Of you... cuz you seem... too perfect to last forever.

All i had...

Edit all i had by Pooja Gururaj on Friday, May 18, 2012 at 9:35am · A moment spent... A moment lost... A moment gone a far... Spent with a dreamy smile... with a lost thought... with a warmth inside... If only times could be frozen... memories could be relived... moments could be locked up... Somehow you seem to be my start... you seem to be my end... you seem to be all there is... But dam the unknown morrow... the peeking past... the complex now... With a stunted trust... With a flickering hope... With a suppressed fear... I had given, all the little that remained.

sugar candy

You came as a treat a sweet rebound a spicy diversion and gave me my sugar rush. sweeter than a stolen candy you felt earned you felt deserving and you felt right. momentary, is what we are, just a distraction just a getaway and just for now. together we stole moments all that's sweet all that's indulgent and all that's wrong. you gave me my break from the old spice from the old taste and i relish you. and now, I've almost finished with all i got with all you have and with, my candy fling.

JUST A CALL AWAY...

just a call away is a voice is your voice. Mending the scraps of a stabbed heart.. Healing it with your nauseating wit. Changing the flow of an oscillating mood... with your worthless yet proud world views. Making me feel important to you... With your truthful and hidden confessions. Reminding me of your presence... With your unconsciously timed conversations. and just a call away is a joke is an advice is a taunt is a getaway is you.

Walking on...

in the lurking darkness

into the deserted arms of the night

into the lonely labyrinth

you left me... by myself

i waited for you

to walk the alley of trials

to walk the lane of iniquity

to walk... with me.

you chose to stay away

as i called out to the emptiness

as i called out to the dim night

the only sign of you... was my own echo

i wait no more

befriend the sinister night

befriend the grim shadows

and i choose... to walk along.

.

THE SO-CALLED HAPPY ENDING

and i thought,

that another bump just passed

we were intact together

or so i thought.



i accepted the past,

our meaningless togetherness

our strange ways of holding on

my acceptance, my bad.



i chose to forgive

your every flirtatious revealing

your every careless gesture

forgiving you.



i believed in an end

as happy as you promised

as mutual as you hoped

but you ended my belief.



i always felt the end

will arrive when it should

and not while seeking it

but you chose, to seek.



you came to me

with love, you claimed.

i gave myself

but a torn me, you left behind.



so you wanted a happy ending.

how happy was the ending?

certainly, happy for you.

cuz it was always about you.



maybe it was never a 'we'

maybe it was just an 'i'

maybe it was all just a lie.

.

THE SO-CALLED HAPPY ENDING

and i thought,

that another bump just passed

we were intact together

or so i thought.



i accepted the past,

our meaningless togetherness

our strange ways of holding on

my acceptance, my bad.



i chose to forgive

your every flirtatious revealing

your every careless gesture

forgiving you.



i believed in an end

as happy as you promised

as mutual as you hoped

but you ended my belief.



i always felt the end

will arrive when it should

and not while seeking it

but you chose, to seek.



you came to me

with love, you claimed.

i gave myself

but a torn me, you left behind.



so you wanted a happy ending.

how happy was the ending?

certainly, happy for you.

cuz it was always about you.



maybe it was never a 'we'

maybe it was just an 'i'

maybe it was all just a lie.

.