it's when i say...

its when i say i don't care
that i realise
how much of me is you.

its when i say forget it
that i realise
how all my egos are suppressed when it comes to you.

its when i say i hate you
that i realise
how to hate someone you must love them too much.

its when i say its over
that i realise
how impossible its going to be to put an end to us.

its when i say miss you
that i realise
how time seems static without you.

its when i say take care
that i realise
how much i wannna take care of you.

its when i say i love you
that i realise
how insufficient words are.

but its when i dont say.... that you know what i mean better.